Wednesday, December 30, 2009
, 7:33 PM
Last Day of 2009
December 31,2009
I thought this day would make my 2009 at least happy, but it didn't .
Let's review my 2009:
January - Shit.
February - Shit.
March - Shit.
April - Shit.
May - Shit.
June - Shit.
July - Shit.
August - Shit.
September - Quite Shit.
October - Not So Shit.
November - Not So Shit.
December - Shitty Shit.
LOL , it seems that my 2009 went totally bad.
Then kaninang Madaling Araw, we had a fight again. The biggest one.
It started when I said bad things about their call sign ng isang first year na girl which is
BHiE. Then sinumbat niya sakin na nung nag ka call sign ako, hindi naman daw niya ginanun.
Pumayag lang naman ako sa call sign na yun dahil bad trip ako sa kanya because it seems that he
doesn't care anymore. He didn't react nung nagkaroon ako ng ganun call sign. Then kung san san na
napunta ung usapan namin as always. ><.)
Dapat mag-iinuman pa sa baba, para mawala ung awtz, kaso pinili ko nalang
matulog kasi baka magalit siya lalo sakin pag ginawa ko yun. And I thought magiging
maayos na kaya hindi ko tinuloy, bumaba lang ako then umakyat na lang din. [ online na siya, nag sign
out na lang din ako ] .
Nung humiga ako sa kama, bigla akong umiyak. Ang hirap i-explain nung nararamdaman
ko nun, and at that time, binabara niya lahat ng sinasabi ko, hanggang 3 nang umaga wala
akong tigil sa pag iyak. And First time kong umiyak ng ganun sa isang tao na hindi ko man
lang kadugo. Sakit pala nun, kala ko never akong iiyak sa isang boy.
...............................
la na akong masabi.
sabi niya, baka daw meron pang iba na hindi ako papahirapan and papaiyakin, pinamimigay na niya ako e
Kala ko hindi niya ko igigive up, but he did.
We knew we still loved each other.
We ended breaking up.
PS ; namamaga pa din mata ko and i don't know what should i do para mawala
lang to. amfffff. :(
Done.
last day of 2009, and all I need to do is MOVE ON
if that's even possible.
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